Wednesday, March 31, 2004

learning html is easy easy as 1-2-3

Well, since I got this blog, I have slowly but surely started to learn how to use & manipulate HTML. It's been a long and frustrating process, not because the material itself is hard to learn but because each coded line is an exact process of perfection. If you mistype one thing, your whole template looks like it got hit with an ugly stick. Thank god for the erase changes button on blogger!!! I started personalizing this site as much as my html limited mind could and I'm aware that the additions to my blog are small, BUT to me, its like I conquered a mountain. And this is just the beginning. Look forward to more changes in the site design & color soon. :)

Bittersweet

Exposed
I lay before you
on a lazy sunday afternoon
While becoming one
Tears fall down cheeks
like...
Raw emotions running for love
Double Edged Sword
Candy Coated
Dripping between my thighs
Your eyes meet mine
Pain is lifted
YET IS...
Resurfacing between your soul & mine...
Just long enough for my tears to fall again

Survivors

We are all survivors of life
That is, until we die
Then we can say we rode it all the way home

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

wow !

Has anyone heard the new Janet Jackson cd yet? Through the years, Ms. Jackson has turned herself into a full fledged FREAK!!! With song titles like "Moist", "sexhibition" and "Warmth", I could tell by just reading the cover that she was on some freaky shit. But nothing could prepare me for track # 15: it just made my mouth drop. Its called "Warmth". And obviously, from thre lyrics, you can tell shes talking about giving head. And I Quote: "My hands wrapped around - Stroking up and down - But nothing can compare to The warmth of my mouth". Sounds like Ms. Janet knows whats shes talking about. But, by far, the best part of the song (at least in my opinion) is at the end - "Start off slow -Circles -Then deeper and deep it goes -Kisses so sensual - Tasteful- I love giving you a show- The warmth of my...Do you like that? NOW ITS MY TURN" NOW...Thats what I'm talking about!!!! You go gurl! Do your thang. hee hee hee.

Friday, March 26, 2004

ouch...

Well today I am recuperating from a 3 hour marathon of working out yesterday. I have had so much on my mind lately and soo much unused energy, I worked out like a madwoman last night to wash it all away and clear my mind. I am sore, but the worst part is my ass! My ass? You are saying..YES..because I actually took a cycling class for the first time last night & I MUST SAY that bike seat violated me in ways even my bf hasn't. (hee hee) Literally, my whole butt region is tender and I am actually kinda walking bowl legged. (blush) I feel like I had some crazy and rough sex last night...then I remember...NOPE! it was that blasted bike seat. Hee hee.

Anyway, today is rainy is in Chicago. And while I like the rain, all this blah humbug weather is really starting to take a toll on me. I miss the SUN !!! My pale ass legs and arms are dying to get a suntan this year. Hopefully, by the late spring I will have a new HOUSE with a nice backyard to barbeque in, read a book on the lawn (or with a hammock...which would be nice) on a lazy afternoon. OHH! I can't wait to find a decent house & move out. My independence is calling me. NOW...if only I could find a 2 flat in decent condition (in a decent neighborhood) where my bedroom is not the size of an anthill.

ON A TOTALLY DIFFERENT SUBJECT: While reading my previous posts, I realized that somewhere along the line I have become POLITICAL. AAHH Scary!!! I never was in to rallies, protests, publicly shunning the president of our proud country in the past, but recent happenings have totally changed my perspective on the government and my involvement it it's policies. I post these POLITICAL thoughts in hopes of somehow freeing this need to scream and yell and pull out all my hair because of (in my opinion) Bush's administrations multiple fuck ups. I do not post anything on here to change peoples ideas or opinions or try to offend anyone in any way. Hopefully, you can accept that as one of my MANY traits and move on. BUT, if you can't respect that, then so be it & bounce. (don't let the cyber door hit you on the way out) :) Now that I got that off my chest, I FEEL much better.

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

over 100 new species of fishes found

Over a hundred new species of sea crawlers and fish have been found in the Tasman sea Of them all, I though the coolest one was the angler fishes, where the male bites into the female & sucks her blood in return for sperm. Then their skin bonds and they are permanently connected. They actually found females with as much as 6 males on them. WOW !!!

Bush oks legislation: Gov't can fire gays based on sexual orientation

Is it me, or is this really fucked up? Nobody, and I mean NOBODY should be fired based on their sexual orientation. This crosses the line! Slowly but surely, the rights and liberties of our sisters and brothers are being stripped away by this man. HE NEEDS TO BE FIRED !!